← Pratham Purohit

No place for non believers

people need to share a certian common belief to coexist.

I became a non believer around two years ago. Not of God, of almost everything. Before that life was simple. Grow, work hard, build something. Life wasn't unfair to me either. Somehow it just kept unfolding its weird, esoteric side in front of me, even when I wasn't looking for it.

Something changed. Now I question almost every model handed to me. Society, authority, success, even my own thoughts. Not because I want to rebel, my mind just refuses to accept anything before denying it first.

The funny part is, I still want to build. Probably more than ever. I just don't hurry anymore. Which is also bullshit because I still haven't mastered myself. I still see a beautiful girl and fall for her. Around the 30th one now? And I still end up confessing.

I'm lonely. Not because there are no people around me. I just don't fit where I want to fit. I want conversations about people, art, cinema, games, stories and weird observations. Instead I mostly talk about things that don't move me.